Open your eyes to the biggest picture.
What does that even mean?
It means see your situation disregarding your own feelings. You are third person.
Pathetic? And owning it. Proud and not ashamed of her past.
The truth is, I like keeping her around. I’m hungry for her attention. All way, always. But liking doesn’t equate to needs. And my needs is not to keep her around.
Apply the energy and thought consumed, onto yourself.
A desire for her touch?